I did it!

OK first injection DOWN!!! I debated on when to do the injection because My schedule is so erratic, but I decided to do it at 5am...even if I have to wake myself up on the days my fiance isn't working...

I was so nervous about the new needle size- I was practicing on 5/16ths length and I now have to inject with 1/2 inch...I have to say it felt the same so I'm not scared anymore!

So its my first loading day...I got Dunkin' Donuts...Boston cream...my favorite...drinking coke because I was still unsure of when to do the injection so I didn't get the french vanilla coffee coolata I really wanted... I still have time lol I'll go back...

So I think the loading days will be hard because mentally I've committed to losing weight- so I've already started to try and eat better- which means that shoving my face full of fatty foods isn't exactly appealing right now... Oh well I'll deal!

I am actually nervous about getting pregnant on this. I totally want another child, but to be honest I think that pregnant women are incredibly beautiful, especially when they are thinner and thats what I want my next pregnancy to be. I mean with my daughter - you could definitely tell I was pregnant but I was still overweight. Funny thing is- my stomach was HUGE and they kept telling me I'd have a big baby (they also said that I had gestational diabetes but I don't think I did) but she was 5lbs 14 oz which , BTW is also the same weight I was when I was born. :)

I loved being pregnant too...I just want to take cute pictures...Its completely vain but to be honest I really don't care because I think I deserve to be a little vain after all the years I've spent feeling like shit about myself.

So anyway Here are my Loading day 1 stats: I'll also have all this and more in my vlog on youtube, username sgelinas87.

Loading day start weight: 286.0 Lbs (2lbs lighter than when I last weighed myself!)
BMI: 62.8%
Water: 27.1%

Measurements:

Neck- 16in
Left & Right Bicep- about 18in
Bust(over the biggest part of my boobs)- 54in
waist @belly button level- 49in
Hips- 57in
Right thigh-33 in
Left thigh-34in

Its scary and terrible how big I let myself get, but I'm doing something about it now and I won't allow myself to quit! I'll have pictures later when my fiance can help me take them lol!

Thanks- Sasha

PS- Extra special thank-you to my 1 follower Babiigirl5682 lol :)