Tomorrow's the day!

So excited! Tomorrows the big day! I got all my supplies and just got done mixing my bacteriostatic water and HCG for my first injection.

I took a look At the needles I'll be using to inject myself and whoo...Its a little daunting but I'm committed to this! I was practicing on myself with smaller needles so it was a little shocking to see the difference...I CAN DO IT though lol.

A friend I haven't seen in a long time called me and we made plans to do lunch at the Olive garden tomorrow, which is perfect because its a loading day and Olive Garden is my favorite restaurant EVER :). So at least I'll be able to enjoy that before I'm on the 500 calorie diet...I
have a cold though and things aren't tasting the same. I got Coke the other day for the first time in a while, so I could have that one last time, but for some reason it just doesn't taste the same.
I actually think that the loading days might be the hardest for me!

I meant to write two days ago and also yesterday, but I was having computer problems, and my dad had to come fix it :) But I'll be doing a vlog for youtube hopefully tonight, and another most definitely tomorrow. I'm so excited to do this!

I don't know about any one else but I find myself not telling very many people close to me about what I'm doing because I have a lot of people that would tell me I'm being stupid and "this isn't the way you should go about losing weight". I don't need that kind of negativity especially when I'm so pumped! I really only told the people that I knew wouldn't try and dissuade me from my choice.

I'm excited about doing the vlog as well, although I am a little nervous...when I was doing the meader and gelinas stuff on youtube I had my brother to kind of hide behind but now its all me- not to mention the fact that I'll be putting my weight, and fat pictures up for everyone to see! I feel vulnerable, but at the same time its more of a driver to keep up on this! I don't want to let people down as well as myself.

Plus if anyone has anything negative to say, they are stupid because I know I'm fat- its kinda obvious and I'm doing something about it! thats the reason for the vlog! So that comforts me a little. Anyway...I still have a few things I need to get straight about the diet but I'm on a yahoo group so I can ask the people on there.

Ok well I'm going to try and settle down a little- Super excited and antsy for tomorrow!

-Sasha